Ebudeni bobomi, uphindaphinda ukuza kulwazi olwahlukeneyo kwaye kulo mongo uhlala ukhulisa ukuqonda kwakho. Kukho iimbono ezincinci nezikhudlwana umntu azifumanayo ebomini bakhe. Imeko ngoku ijongeka ngolu hlobo: ngenxa yokonyuka okukhethekileyo kokungcangcazela kweplanethi, uluntu luphinda lufezekise ukuzazi/ukukhanyiselwa okukhulu. Wonke umntu omnye okwangoku uphantsi kotshintsho olukhethekileyo kwaye uhlala elolongwa kukwandiswa kwengqondo. Yiloo nto kanye eyenzekayo kum kwiminyaka yam yokugqibela. Ngeli xesha ndiye ndafumanisa izinto ezinkulu ezabutshintsha ngokupheleleyo ubomi bam. Kweli nqaku ndiza kutyhila kuwe ukuba yaqala njani kwaye kutheni yenzeka.

Ixesha elidlulileyo eliphawulwe ngumona, ukubawa, ukuzigwagwisa kunye nenzondo

Ngokusisiseko yonke yaqala malunga 2-3 kwiminyaka eyadlulayo. Ngelo xesha, okanye ngaloo minyaka edlulileyo, ndandingumntu ongenalwazi. Bendisoloko ndiphupha kakhulu kwaye ndiphila ubomi ngaphandle kolwazi malunga nobomi bokwenyani, ngaphandle kokuqonda ukuba umhlaba ungasebenza njani ngolo hlobo. Ndandingazi nto kwaye ngelo xesha ndandinomdla kuphela kwizinto ezihambelana nemilinganiselo yoluntu. Ngeli xesha ndandisela utywala kakhulu, ndisiya kumatheko amaninzi, ndiyibona imali njengeyona nto ibalulekileyo kwiplanethi yethu yaye ndizama ukumela into ethile ebomini. Ndaqalisa ukufunda ngolawulo lwezempilo, ummandla owawunxulumene ngokuyintloko nolawulo lwesibhedlele. Kodwa esi sifundo sandikruqula kwasekuqaleni; Kodwa zange ndazenzela, hayi, ndandisenzela i-ego yam ngelaxesha, kuba ndandicinga ukuba ungumntu xa ugqibe isidanga, unemali eninzi, usesikhundleni sokuphatha. kwaye njalo kubonwa ngaphezu kwakhe nabani na omnye. Kakade ke, ekuhambeni kwexesha ndaye ndafumana isimo sengqondo sokunyelisa. Abantu ababenemali encinci, betyebe kakhulu, benganxibanga kakuhle kwaye bengenamsebenzi ohlawulayo okanye abantu ababengangeni kumbono wam wehlabathi ngelo xesha babengento yanto emehlweni am ngelo xesha. Ke ndandisendleleni eya ekubeni yi-classic pathological psychopath. Ewe kona ukuzithemba kwam bekusezantsi ngelaxesha kuba bendingeka quki yonke into ebendiyifuna, kodwa ke lento yokungazithembi kwavele kwagutyungelwa likratshi elinamandla. Kulungile, kwaqhubeka ngolo hlobo ixesha elide ndade ndaziyeka izifundo zam kwaye ndazisebenzela ngobusuku nje obunye. Ndavula inkampani kunye nomkhuluwa wam, owayefana nam ngelo xesha, kwaye ukususela ngoko sazama inhlanhla kwi-Intanethi. Sazama ukwenza imali kwi-Intanethi ngezinto ezibizwa ngokuba ziindawo ezidibeneyo.

Lo mbono waba nempumelelo kancinane, nto leyo eyathi ekugqibeleni yabangelwa kukuba yayingengomsebenzi onyanisekileyo kuthi. Ngokuchasene noko, ngeli xesha sibhale uphononongo lwemveliso yezixhobo zasekhaya ezahlukeneyo esingakhange sizivavanye kwaye injongo yethu yayikukufumana abantu ukuba beze kwindawo yethu ukuze bafumane iikhomishini xa bethenga imveliso ehambelanayo. Kwaqhubeka ngolo hlobo kangangethuba elithile, de kwabakho utshintsho olukhawulezileyo kwindlela yokucinga.

Ukuqonda okwatshintsha ubomi bam !!

Kwaqala kunye nomkhuluwa wam sisela kakhulu iti entsha (iti ye-chamomile, i-green tea, i-nettle tea, njl.) ngenxa yoqeqesho lwethu lokufaneleka. Siye safumanisa ukuba ukucoca igazi, ukukhupha ityhefu kunye nenzuzo kumoya wethu ezi zinto kwaye saqala unyango lweti rhoqo. Ngolu setyenziso luphezulu senze isiseko seziphumo zethu zexesha elizayo kuba siqaphele ukuba oku kuselwa kweti kusitshintshe kangakanani na. Saziva sisempilweni ngakumbi, sinamandla ngakumbi kwaye sinokucinga ngokucacileyo ngakumbi. Kwathi ngenye imini mna nomnakwethu sasifuna ukutshaya kwakhona intsangu. Ngaloo mini safumana into kumthengisi ekoneni, emva koko ngorhatya sahlala phantsi kwigumbi lam lobuntwana elidala saza saqalisa ukutshaya ukhula. Sakha amalungu kwaye safunda intanda-bulumko encinane ngobomi. Ngelo xesha, sibukele udliwano-ndlebe kunye nomculi we-cabaret uSerdar Somuncu. Senze oku ngenxa yokuba ngaphambili ndandichukumisekile zezinye zeembono zakhe ngelo xesha yaye, ngaphezu kwako konke, ngobulumko bakhe obukhawulezileyo, ukukhetha kwakhe kakuhle amagama neengxoxo zakhe. Ke ndiye ndabonisa umntakwethu ezimbalwa zodliwanondlebe zakhe okanye iingxoxo zephaneli kwaye kukho ingxoxo yephaneli malunga ne-radicalism yasekunene. Kulo mjikelo, u-Serdar Somuncu uthe i-fascism isasebenza eJamani. Ndandikhe ndayibona le nto kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambili, kodwa ndayichitha njengebuvuvu. Sekunjalo, ngalo mzuzu sasiphakame sobabini kangangokuba sajongana ngokungathi sibethwe ngumbane yaye sayiqonda eyona nto ayithethayo. Kulungile, mandithi, nokuba wayethetha ukuthini, siyitolike ukuba abantu basengooFascist kuba basagweba ubomi babanye abantu, behleba abanye abantu kwaye basakhomba abanye abantu. Saziqonda kulo loliwe wengcinga, emva koko, ngaphambili sasingabantu abenza kanye ngendlela efanayo kwaye sihlala sigweba ubomi babanye abantu. Sakuthelekisa oku namaxesha eMfazwe Yehlabathi yesiBini apho amaYuda ayegwetywe kabukhali ngabantu aza ngequbuliso aqonda ukuba sasinosizi ngalo lonke ixesha kunye nendlela eyayinamandla ngayo le ngcinga ezingqondweni zethu.

Ukucinga kwethu kwatshintsha ngokupheleleyo!!

Oku kuqonda bekukukhulu kwaye kubumbe ubukho bethu ngamandla kangangokuba sancama ngokukhawuleza zonke izigwebo ebesizikhile kulwazi lwethu ngokuhamba kwexesha. Sazibeka ngoko nangoko ezi zinto saza saziqonda zonke iimeko esiye sazenza ngolu hlobo kuzo. Ngelo xesha kwavakala kumnandi, saziva sinamandla amakhulu, ingqondo yethu yonke yayinkenketha kwaye ngequbuliso sabona ubomi ngokwembono eyahlukileyo ngokupheleleyo. Sandisa ukuqonda kwethu kwaye saba nokhanyiselo lwethu lokuqala ngaloo mini olwatshintsha ubomi bethu ngokupheleleyo. Yaba bubomi bethu. Ngokuqinisekileyo, ngaloo ngokuhlwa saqhubeka nefilosofi kwaye emva koko safikelela ekuqondeni ukuba indalo iphela ayinasiphelo kwaye yonke into idibene nomnye kwinqanaba elifihlakeleyo. Sasiyazi kuba sayiva ngeyona ndlela ibalaseleyo ngobo busuku. Savakalelwa kukuba oku kuyinyaniso, ukuba oku kwakuchanile yaye kuyinyaniso epheleleyo. Kakade ke, ngelo xesha sasikwazi ukutolika olu lwazi lutsha ngomkhamo olinganiselweyo yaye ngokuyinxenye sasiyiqonda yonke loo nto. Kakade ke, indalo ayinasiphelo, kuphela yindalo engabonakaliyo. Sekunjalo, kwaqhubeka ngolo hlobo ngaloo ngokuhlwa de sadinwa ngokupheleleyo saza salala phantsi. Ngobo busuku, kanye ngaphambi kokuba ndilale, ndafowunela intombi endandithandana nayo ngelo xesha ndaza ndayibalisela ngala mava. Ndaqala ukulila ngelixesha lofowuna kwaye ndandisecaleni kwam ngokupheleleyo, kodwa kwakufuneka ndifumane uluvo kumntu wesibini endandimthembile ngokupheleleyo ngelo xesha. Ngosuku olulandelayo ndahlala phantsi ekhompyutheni ndaza ndakhangela kwi-Intanethi yonke loo mava. Ewe kunjalo, ndiyifumene into ebendiyijonga kwangoko kwaye ngenxa yoko ngoku ndijongana nemithombo emininzi yokomoya, eyimfihlakalo kunye neminye yonke imihla. Ekubeni ndandifunde kusuku olungaphambili ukuba ndingagwebi ubomi babanye abantu okanye iingcinga zabo, ndandinengqondo evulekileyo yaye ndandikwazi ukuhlangabezana nalo lonke ulwazi oluphakamileyo ngaphandle komkhethe. Emva koko ndafunda yonke imithombo yokomoya phantse yonke imihla kangangeminyaka emibini kwaye ngokuqhubekayo ndisandisa ukuqonda kwam. Ndaye ndafumana intaphane yamava kunye nezikhanyiso; yayiphantse yaphela kwaye yayilelona xesha linzima ebomini bam bonke, ixesha elandenza ndangumntu omtsha ngokupheleleyo.

Ndiza kukwazi ukukutyhilela amanye ala mava kungekudala, kodwa oko kufanele kwanele okwangoku. Ndiyathemba ukuba uyonwabele olu lwazi luneenkcukacha ngakumbi kwiziqalo zam zokomoya kwaye ungavuya ukuba unokwabelana nam ngamava akho okuqala olu hlobo kumagqabaza. Ndivuya kakhulu. Unale nto engqondweni, hlala usempilweni, wonwabe kwaye uphile ubomi obuvisisanayo.

Ndiyavuya ngayo nayiphi na inkxaso ❤